Neuropsychiatric lupus, mast cell activation syndrome, Raynaud's, and a homozygous MTHFR mutation... I felt robbed of what could have been a much different, much better life... I could have stayed locked in that state of anger, blame, and depression, but... I was too exhausted ... Instead, I focused, almost obsessively, my energy towards understanding the mechanisms behind mine and other disorders, and became truly fascinated with how our bodies behave.. so perfectly imperfe